Kap'rat'song Utak (a chunk of brain)
What I call most of my works.
A part of my thoughts and a part of me and as I write them down, type them on the pc or scribble them on a piece of paper, that piece of me is released and goes on a journey to get other people's attention and from them, a reaction.
10.26.10
Ny'ways, I got the inspiration from my favorite rock singer -- Axl Rose XD
so I guess you know why it was so one-sided ^____^
Here's another one I made for my Axl, with inspiration from the sone 'Sweet child of Mine'
~o~
10.27.10
Here are short compositions made for a short 'band' story I planed to write back in the 90's.
Hurt me now
~ o ~
How Do I Love Thee?
How Do I Love Thee? Let me count the ways...
I love thee with a love which is better than love even though you don't know how I feel
I love thee with a heart that is broken in two, as it bleeds, yes, it's bleeding for you
My love is as high as the highest mounts, as deep as the deepest sees
Yet I know you don't know this, you're heart's for someone else
Your love is for someone special, I know, for someone but never for me
Yet in my dreams I can feel our love grow as it flows with much ease to the sea
And in my heart we will still be together, never apart, now and forever
For my love for you is eternal and true
Even though I die I would still love you.
~ o ~
10.26.10
As far as I can remember, the first poem I have ever composed. It was actually a school seatwork turned homework back in highschool where our english teacher read us the poem "How do I love thee? Let me count the ways" by Elizabeth Barrett Browning from the "Sonnets from the Portuguese". She then asked us to make a sonnet beginning with the same first line.
Actually I was pissed when we got the assignment back and some of us got a big "?" in the middle of our work. Our teacher's explanation was "Are you sure this is an 'original' work?"
What the F***...
What the F***...
Is that any way to treat your students?
That's why I hate school.
That's why I hate school.
Ny'ways, I got the inspiration from my favorite rock singer -- Axl Rose XD
so I guess you know why it was so one-sided ^____^
Here's another one I made for my Axl, with inspiration from the sone 'Sweet child of Mine'
~o~
Little child
Sweet innocent child
For whom my young heart beats
You won my heart
You won my love
The very essence of my soul
When I looked your way and saw
The smile upon thy tender lips
To thee my heart beats evermore
To thee my love I offer
And in my heart a wish I make
That you'll be here forever
10.27.10
Here are short compositions made for a short 'band' story I planed to write back in the 90's.
~o~
You are someone to die for
Though you don't know it still
You are someone to die for, it's true
I am nothing compared
To an angle like you
Brought up in your heavenly world
You are too far to reach
You are too bright to see
You are too good for me to be true
Coz you're someone to die for
To die for...
Someone to Die For
~o~
You,
You left me alone
Looking for the one I longed to touch
Looking for the love I longed so much
You,
You left me for another
Feeling so cold and lonely
Though you were the one and only
You
~o~
It's a bad break baby, yes you know that it is
It;s a bad break honey for you 'n me
We both know the consequences of driftin' apart
So tell me baby, why must you go breakin' my heart
Bad Break
~o~
Hurt me plenty
Hurt me true
Hurt me only you will do
Hurt me now
Hurt me then
Hurt me baby hurt me
But don't tell me you don't want me
Don't tell me you don't care
Don't tell me you don't need me
'Coz babe you know what that will do
Yeah, that will break my heart in two
(it gets mushier)
Don't leave girl
Don't go away
Don't go away
Girl please say you'll always stay
Please don't go
Don't leave me now
I can't Live without you
Please don't tell me you don't want me
Just tell me you still care
Please say you'll always need me
'Coz girl you know I still love you
My heart will always be with you
Hurt me '95-'96
~o~
I am afraid...
Afraid of all the endless void
Afraid of all the darkness in this world
I am afraid...
Afraid of all the evil done
Afraid of all the evil I can do
I am afraid...
Afraid of all these frightful words
Afraid that you'll be frightened too.
Stage fright 3.29.97
~o~
I wake up late ev'ry day
coz I always stay up late
Tryin' hard not to dream about
the love we used to share
And although I still dream of you
I must remember, this ain't true
Coz I know I don't love you anymore
I go to work ev'ry day
Tryin' to forget the days so gay
Back when you were
Still here by my side
And though I can't live with out you
I know that I have to
Coz I know I can't love you anymore
Yes I can live without you
I can still go on with out you
'Coz this man isn't broken, no no no
Then I go home when the day is through
Think of the days I shared with you
When you said our love will never end
Heck I knew you wouldn't stay
I always knew you'd leave someday
Guess I was just to blind and stipid then
But if this is how it's got to be
Then let it be
I guess I could learn to live
Without you loving me
And even if oyu're far away,
Please don't forget our memories
Coz deep inside you know....
deep inside you know....
I love you still.
Wake Up Call - late 90's
~o~
